Growing Up!

Dear Life...

i feel like i've been leaved by all my friends all over the world, n i think everyone do not care about me,about what i feel inside,and suddenly feel like i've been used by everyone that ever been close to me...

but,i always feel different when i am in medan,i feel like there's many people who really care to me,they never like me being alone in my room...

and everything has changed when im back in pekanbaru,the world feels really empty... sometimes i ask my self,am i wrong? do i really need to be back in pekanbaru?

but,i think all over again that i know now,i am 26.. i should have be more mature,in life,in carrier,or maybe love... and to know that i am ready to face it all whatever will have happened to me...