My Failure life...

this night... i think its really cruel...

suddenly i feel so very lonely...
even a song can't accompany me...

i feel like... now everyone's hate me
i dont know why...
everything's really got bad when im back here...

i now i have disease...but i keep quite far from everyone.

i want to have someone,,,,but for that,i feel fucking lonely
i dont know what i should do...

there's no good news for 2 years i try to put my life on pekanbaru...

i just hope....it ended soon